It may be hard upon this stupid decision, weiqi. But you gotta be strong, just keep pushing on.

I will always remember this memories we had together, and its a gift from God. Its fated to be.

I felt happy that my close friends& sisters all turned up for the Bbq, but at the same time i felt unhappy and disappointed in some of my other friends.
I really dislike myself to feel sad over this kind of friends. I don't know why I really treat you guys as friends but ..
Please don't tell me you are coming and tell me you're not coming like few hours before the bbq unless its really something urgent. I waste my parents money and effort to prepare food for you guys, some just text me and say you're coming but some didnt even inform me about it.
I really feel like an idiot feeling extremely happy upon hearing that you guys are coming. The whole clique of you guys didnt turned up. what an coincident.
Total disappointment.

I feel really happy and fortunate to have such a nice parents. Thank you mummy & papa. I love you both!

Secondly, thanks chai for coming and helping up! I love you. thanks for being patient & tolerant of me.

I really feel very happy that i have close sisters and good friends around me.
Thanks Wendy/Hweeteck/Jolin/Meilin/Huiming/Elaine/Thaddues/Peiwen/Jo/Calvin/Winnie/Fionna/Huixin/Yeming/edwin/wentao!
Thank you all for coming!
Special Thanks to :
Xiaoming&Elaine- For the nice nice blanket & card!
Thaddues- Good friend, thanks for the very delicious cake!
Peiwen- Ahmun, thanks for your nice nice laptop case!
Jo/huixin- for the necklace!
Fionna- for the nice gift!
Edwin- for the gift!
winnie- for the delicious cake!
I really appreciate you guys alot. Thank you guys very very much!

16!

anyway, 5days to 18th! Kinda excited, but don't really look forward.
Because, birthday arriving = school reopening
:(

I feel how people around me feels
(:

It've been so long since i last blogged. Life's really meaningless, i especially hate that feeling when i woke up every morning having no plan for the day. Aimless, pointless, meaningless and uesless. I said to myself to find job imelly at the start of the hols,but i did not due to commitment in sports. I started to think that its ok because i should relax and enjoy myself during the hols instead, until i used up my money few days after getting it. I sensed the urgency of working, but nothing was done. I started feeling fat and useless, and decided to go and find a job today for the remaining 3weeks. Unfortunately, after bathing just nice.. i felt so lethargic out of the sudden and i changed my mind. However, what made me feels better is that i am still going for swimming later on i guess. Though i really doesnt feel like going, but i know i have to. Tomorrow will be the day i really have to force myself to find a job. No matter what!

Another disappointing news i got back during the hols is my end-sem result for my first sem. I promised myself to do million times better the next sem. Things doesnt seemed to go the right and desirable way this year, for me. Everything turns out to be a disappointment at the end. Life isn't smooth, and its hard. Despite studying hard for the exams, and burning several midnight oil for projects, i still fared quite badly. Life's just so unfair.

What i can do now is to only think optimistically. Consistency, effort, determination, persistency, experiences of failure is the key to success! Ok, enough of craps.

Tv time! :D

從來沒想過
不能再和你牽手
委屈時候 沒有你
陪著我心痛
一切都是我 太過驕縱
以為你會懂
一直忘了說
我有多感動

我知道你還是愛著我
雖然 分開的理由
我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以 即使到最后
還微笑著 要我加油
我知道你還放不下我
才會 在離開時閉著眼沒有回頭
我們都知道彼此心中
其實 這份愛沒停過